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�My exboyfriend confronted Omar about me today. He pretty much asked him a shitload of questions that inevitably lead up to "Are you going out with Alexia." My boyfriend, being the smartass that he is, responded as "Yes, weapos;re actually engaged." (I wish)

The point is, my ex is a hopeless loser and a stalker at that. He kept harassing me all summer about getting back with me. And this is while Iapos;m talking to Omar but not dating him. I kept telling Jerome, No. We canapos;t be together move the hell on. And he randomly calls me when Iapos;m here at college begging to get back with me and I told him that my heart belongs somewhere else so I cannot allow for him to continue wanting to get back with me after 8 fucking months of not being together. And he hangs up on me in my face. What an asshole. To think he actually had respect for me.�

So I think he hates me and doesnapos;t even care. But obviously he cares enough to do research at Gap asking people who Iapos;m with and then confronting my damn boyfriend. Not even running into him, actually going to the manapos;s job and asking him about me. What the HELL Jerome.�

Iapos;m not going to tell Omar that Jerome is my ex-boyfriend unless he brings it up again because then it means it must be bothering him. Honestly, Jerome is such an asshole and I donapos;t even want to acknowledge him as my ex. But I will tell Omar because heapos;s not just my boyfriend, heapos;s my friend and if something is bothering him then I have no choice but to discuss it with him.

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Things are rough. Normally, I wouldnapos;t divulge such information as Iapos;m about to over the internet, but seeing as only�five of my closest friends read this anyway, I think itapos;s safe. My 13yr old sister was hospitalized Friday afternoon with Anorexia. I tried to see her Saturday evening, but she wasnapos;t allowed visitors because she hadnapos;t finished her dinner. Since sheapos;s a minor and yesterday was her third day there, she was allowed thirty minutes of visitation despite the fact that she was on weight restrictions for the day. The entire family went up to see her and I think sheapos;s doing well. According to my mom, she seemed like she was handling being there much better than sheapos;d been. My parents had been allowed to see her twice before yesterdayapos;s visitation: Friday, for about fifteen minutes, to drop her clothing and other belongings off and then again�for about fifteen minutes on Saturday when she needed to have blood drawn. Friday and Saturday, she apparently cried and begged my mom to take her home with her when she left. Yesterday, she only started to cry, but had calmed down before we were even out of the door.
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She says her roommate is "hilarious" and theyapos;re only a year apart, which is good for her; If she were surrounded by 40 yr olds, it would be even more lonely and uncomfortable. She hasnapos;t been finishing any of her meals, but she is trying. When she doesnapos;t eat 100 of her meals, she has to drink supplement drinks, and she has been finishing them even though she hates them. Her pediatrician had been advising her to drink three of them a day even before she was hospitalized on Friday, and my mom said she often refused or didnapos;t finish them. Iapos;m very proud of her. I know it must be scary and sheapos;s so incredibly young to be dealing with all of this. Her 14th birthday is Thursday, which she wonapos;t be out in time for. She has to spend at least two weeks as an inpatient there before they can decided whether or not to make her an outpatient. But her nurse says he thinks sheapos;ll progress well and she shouldnapos;t have to spend any more than two weeks as an inpatient.

The blood work they did showed that she hasnapos;t done any irreversible damage to her body. Her hormones are low, but itapos;s nothing serious. However, theyapos;ve also told my mother that her heart is so weak that she could have a major heart attack if she puts too much strain on herself. At thirteen. I knew she had lost too much weight recently, but I grew up having another underweight sister who never had any health problems, so she didnapos;t look too unhealthy to me. I saw her eat fries, and cookies, and cupcakes. I figured sheapos;d just lost "baby weight" and I attributed some of it to the fact that she had shot up in height. But when I saw her yesterday, I realized just how small she is getting. There is absolutely nothing to her. Her size 0 jeans are too big for her.

My dad called a little while ago and said she gained 1.5 lbs since yesterday. They want her to gain .5lbs a day, so this is very good news. They were supposed to do bone density screenings today. I havenapos;t heard how that went. They were also supposed to talk about her goal weight and I havenapos;t heard about that yet either. Right now, sheapos;s approx. 80 pounds. Most of that is height.

Itapos;s very scary. Iapos;ve seen my dad cry for probably the 10th time in the 15 years Iapos;ve known him. My mom has been crying pretty much nonstop. My entire family is on the verge of tears all day long. In the same regard, Iapos;m proud of them for how strong theyapos;ve been for her. Iapos;ve done my fair share of crying as well, but when we talk to her on the phone, or visit with her, I definitely think we need to be upbeat. If we all look miserable and worried, it will only make it harder for her. There were a few tears at yesterdayapos;s visit, but there were more smiles and laughs and I believe that is how it should be. She needs to know that we believe she is going to get better and that being there is good for her. Which I believe 100.

Today is my brother Jaimieapos;s 11th birthday and weapos;re having cake at my momapos;s at 7:30. Meghan is on restrictions yet again for not finishing her breakfast or lunch, so we wonapos;t be able to see her. But birthdays are especially important to youngsters, so Iapos;m glad that weapos;re celebrating Jaiapos;s in spite of what is going on. My dad bought him Rock Band WICKED I gave him money and he has already spent it on two video games lol.

All right, Iapos;m just rambling now.

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I basically ... Become what anyone around me is or needs. I do it so completely that generally I donapos;t see it unless it runs into a contradiction with another person. I believe it when it happens. I believe this is who I am.

She wants me to work on this.

I donapos;t know how not to do this unless I lock myself in my room all day. If I do that, I become me. And when I think about trying not to do it out here, in the main house, where anybody else is ... It terrifies the crap out of me. Not sure why.

She wants to talk about it. Get to the core of it. And I donapos;t wanna. I canapos;t explain it. It just creates this siren like thing in my head. Like -- aaaaah I canapos;t go there

I think, in some fashion, that thereapos;s a "facing reality" aspect to this. If I deal with this issue of mine, I have to face the reality of what caused it.
Which ... I think I understand but maybe I donapos;t.

Oh shit.
I think I just figured out what my phone paranoia is You canapos;t read the body language on a person on the phone, so you canapos;t morph into what they want or need. You might make a mistake. Thatapos;s it ... Isnapos;t it?
Great. Peachy.

Well, that sucks then. Crap.

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Iapos;ve been in a strange place these last few days, and not feeling entirely like myself. I thought I did really well on my Archaeology mid-term, and ended up with a C+. Trying to keep a positive outlook, I guess Iapos;ll try to take the constructive criticism that Beekman provided on my paper and utilize it with my final.

Iapos;ve been very thoughtful lately too. Maybe itapos;s the fall air, that does strange things to me Iapos;ve found as Iapos;ve wandered through the past archives of this journal. I think a lot come fall. Anyway, things with Arno since he surprised me have been mediocre to say the best, and Iapos;m fearing that Iapos;m seriously entertaining the thought of cutting ties and counting losses. As the LJ community laugh, shake their heads, and say, "Yeah, weapos;ve heard that 42,320,104 times before." I know, Iapos;m sure I wonapos;t break up with him, but Iapos;m definitely overwhelmed and not even wanting to speak with him on the phone.

It stems from the fact that heapos;s being incredibly dull, lifeless, compassionateless, and heartless. Heapos;s just trucking on day by day, dead to the world, and while I canapos;t understand where heapos;s coming from or how bad his situation SUCKS, I do know that he put himself here and his SHITTY fucking attitude is doing nothing to help anyone. Heapos;s got himself convinced that it makes him strong because if he "thinks about things" then heapos;ll get down. Well, you sure are acting down already.

Thatapos;s about that...I have homework to do this weekend but feel so depressed Iapos;d rather go home and sit in my living room that desperately needs cleaned and play FFXII.
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